Whoopee...
Saturday, October 19, 2002
11:29 a.m.

Argh! I had this whole nice and long entry halfway written through and I accidentally press a key and it deletes. O.O; Yeah. Anyway. I've been rather put off by the fact that my blog's gone all black. --twitch-- Ani's coming over today so maybe she can help me. --crosses fingers-- I'm having my b-day party today. ^^ Birthday was on Wednesday. We're gonna watch 1776. XD Love that musical. After I get this blog up and running again, it'll be moved to Boukensha, Ani's domain. I feel it's better there. So. Wednesday the 16th was my birthday and 'twas an interesting day. First, we voted for class president, vice president, and the freshmen to go on the SFA. ^-^ Josh won, by the way. I'm glad. ^^; Allie Nichols is vice-president from Day and I'm glad for that too. Kriti Dave would've been AWFUL. Allison Decker got on SFA. ^^ Very chirpy about the results.

So. On Wednesday, we had a sub for study and he let me and Josh go the library. Josh doesn't understand a word of the Odyssey and wanted to find study guides. -.-;; He made me open up to a page and read a paragraph. I understood it. Is it my fault that his head lacks something to be desired? Ben understood it too. XD Josh was huffy.

Gah! Must tell about the Brit and Matt episode. -.^ She's gonna kill me, but still. So Matt comes over to talk to Brit at lunch one day last week and Ani's sitting next to Brit. She sees it's Matt, so she pushes Brit onto him! XDD I turn around to see Brit sprawled on top of Matt!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Ani and I high-fived. Matt didn't look all that upset to me.

Kiristin and Brit sitting next to each other to cram for a test? Kiristin ish dating Matt, whom Brit likes, whom Matt stalked for a year. Something not okay with this pciture...weird. Any two other people and you'd they'd hate each other. --shrug-- Kirstin's a great person and I like her very much though. ^^

Shannon and her oddities. Eh. -.-;

Kat bought back necklaces from Vienna. They're very pretty, even if she gave me the one with the S on it. But I can't tell you why. =PPPP Tough. I'm s'posed to have the one with the C for obvious reasons. It's a heart-shaped crystal hanging from gold. Veeeeeeeeeery pretty. The S is written on the heart. I'm wearing it.

Kat and I went to New Jersey last weekend. We took a bus to New York and then her dad picked us up. This is with her mother accompanying us, of course. Her house is pretty! Very big. I'm wondering why four people would need such a big house. Sorry. Correction. Four people, a dog, and a cat. All the houses on her street are...mansions. -.-; It's a compound place called Windsong. Nice. There's a playground nearby. --twitch--

Isaac told me happy birthday and I told him I hated him. Not the nicest thing to say, but HOW COULD MINNIE BETRAY ME????!!!!! Asshole. -.-; Isaac, I mean.

I feel like my life's missing someone. Hm. Very strange. Sarah L came back after three weeks of mono. ^^; I don't think that's it. Molly went missing and that was rather scary. Ani says she's grounded for life now, but that's not the point. (Molly ish Ani's little sister) Okay, I think that's all! Jaaaaaaa!

~*Chibi-Care has recorded the important shtuff*~

Do you know the muffin man?
Friday, October 4, 2002
04:45 p.m.

Hehe, it's just that a bunch of kids were singing it in my art minor class today. Woohoo, it's Friday! Happy, happy, happy...I was all depressed yesterday and now I'm all happy-ish. I bounced into school this morning and kinda scared the shit outta Kathryn by screaming 'HIIIIIIIII!!!!" I'm so SPONTANEOUS!!!! Bwuhaha...^^ Oh, the ducks.

Isaac is EVERYWHERE. You can't get AWAY from him. The only good thing about him, is that he opened the door for me. That's IT. HE'S STALKING ME AND IT'S SCARY. Urgh.

Dylan, Meghan and I worked on our 'bibliography' for History class. Dylan thought that we were actually supposed to write a research paper on Islam, and it's like...no, Dylan, she only wants us to write a fake bibliography. -.-; Oh well.

I think I did rather well on my math test. Hope hope!

Called Kelsey a prostitute today. 'Twas honestly the meanest thing I've ever said to a friend, but she was wearing a REALLY SHORT SKIRT, REALLY HIGH HEELS, and this tight-fitting t-shirt. Can I die now? I don't know how she managed to become my friend. Since when do I hang out with cheerleaders? Eh...besides DCE of course.

Birthday's coming up! YAY! Just eleven more days!

Matt wore his green sweatshirt again. --nod nod-- Very big event. He hasn't worn it yet all year and he wore it all the time last year. Oddities.

I have my UFO lamp to Max, since I didn't want it. I suppose Shannon wanted it too. Eh. Whatev.

~*Chibi-Care who should do her English homework now*~

Depression is an ugly state
Thursday, October 3, 2002
05:16 p.m.

I'm depressed...which is quite rare. Even rarer is how I have this lump in my throat. I want to cry. I feel pathetic. It's very strange. Let's run through the reasons now, shall we?

I hate Thursdays. I have NO ONE. >.<

I just can't talk to Josh seriously. I guess he actually ENJOYS being beaten, but I can't talk to him. MOST UNRELIABLE PERSON ON EARTH, OH MY GOD!!!!!

Matt's dating Kirstin. Logically, it shouldn't bother me...since...I kinda don't like him. -.-; I'm not logical. It really does bother me. I'm just convinced that he should be dating Brit. Eh.

The cherry on my sundae of despair! Isaac's stalking me. Ain't that just PEACHY? I. WANT. HIM. TO. LEAVE. ME. ALONE. I walk around the corner, and THERE HE IS! >.<

WHERE IS SUKA?! I always rant to her about these things. And Kat. I miss her. --sniffle-- SUUUUUUKAAA!!! ;.;

Dude, there are probably other reasons, but I'm just despairing over this for now because it's all I have on my mind at the point. Kat's still in Vienna, godammit. There's much we must chat about once she returns.

~*Chibi-Care is depressed and doesn't want to be*~

Got this from Suka...
Tuesday, October 1, 2002
06:25 p.m.

I'm bored, so here we go.

1. What's your name? Care, and there's no way you're gonna know my real name 'till you meet me in PERSON. (So there, you stalkers!)

2. E-mail address? crestofcare@hotmail.com

3. Do you have a website (if so, what's its URL)? ...does this blog count? Well...I have sites in progress...yeah. The VPN, Riverside Academy...various other shtuff...

4. What time is it now? Around six...six thirty...whatever.

5. Which three words describe you best? Saracastic, cute, and...loud? ^^;

6. If you had to choose right now, what five things would you say are most important to you? My family, my friends...um...drawing a blank now...uh...graphic arts, music, and...and...writing? --shrug--

7. What's your favorite TV show and why? ...WHY are you asking me this? I don't even watch TV. If I did, it'd be music videos on MTV or VH1, the History channel or the news.

8. Movie and why? I really don't actually know...seriously.

9. What did you want to be when you grow up when you were little? A doctor.

10. What do you want to be when you grow up now? Pediatrician.

11. What's your greatest goal for this year? Get straight A's.

12. What's the worst feeling in the world? Watching someone close to you be hurt – and not being able to do a thing about it. <-- I'm leaving Suka's.

13. The best? Hanging out with my friends, singing, listening to music, acting insane...^^;

14. Which is worse - boredom or angst? Boredom. I have too much of it.

15. Which is better - one moment of true happiness (don't worry, you have no curse) or a million moments of mediocre satisfaction? One moment of true happiness.

16. What do you think is the worst thing about you? I yell at people for no reason and they get mad at me...oh...I'm also hypocritical. I need to work on that...

17. The best? I'm loyal. ^^ Oh, yeah...and I'm cute too!

18. Do you believe in God? ...er...not really.

19. How often do you floss your teeth? ...who says I FLOSS?! Brushing is good enough for me.

20. What's your take on abortion? Pro-choice. I'm pro-life if the fetus is five months or older, but it's really up to the woman.

21. Stem cell research? Haven't read too much about it.

22. Premarital sex? Yeah...well...wait if it's possible. Incidentally, a lot of people go ahead and do it anyway. Whatever.

23. What piece of art (be it a show, an episode, a movie, a play, a script, a book, a painting, anything at all really) do you think defines your life best? Dunno.

24. Does art imitate life or define it? Define, I suppose.

25. Does life imitate art or define it? Wasn't this the same question?

26. Who's your idol and why? I HAVE one? Sempai and Suka. ^^

27. If you're a girl - Advil or Tylenol? ...whatever makes the cramps go away.

28. If you're a girl - pads or tampons? Pads. Not wearing a tampon until I have to.

29. If you're a guy - blonde or brunette?

30. If you're a guy - tall or short?

31. Are you a dog person or a cat person? How can you choose? They're both so cute! ^^

32. A night person or a morning person? Night, definitely.

33. What size shoe do you wear? ...four? I have really small feet.

34. What do you think Americans do way too much? Be hypocritical.

35. Too little? ...put themselves in the place of the people in countries that are SUFFERING.

36. Who's the most annoying public figure out there? ...does Bush count?

37. The most inspiring? No idea.

38. What's your favorite love song? ...uh...Another Day? It's by Nine Days...I dunno. I kinda like a lot of love songs. ^^;

39. Your favorite sad song? Good Friend by Nine Days. (Gimme a break, it's my favorite band!)

40. Your favorite happy song? Things I'll Never Say by Avril Lavigne...or...the fast ones by Nine Days...or...other songs by Avril Lavigne...hm...maybe Big Machine by Goo Goo Dolls...(Okay, okay, I'll stop...)

41. What (or whom) do you sleep with? My blankie, my comforter, and my wolf plush. Do I need more?

42. What's your preferred brand of deodorant? ...I don't need it. I'm Asian. -.-;

43. What movie do you think has the best overall soundtrack? ...no idea. Spiderman?

44. TV show? FOR THE LAST TIME, I DON'T WATCH TV!

45. Do you like comedy or drama better (for anything really)? Comedy!

46. What's something interesting about you I don't know (and if I've never met you, just anything at all)? I broke my arm at Toy's 'R' Us when I was five. ^^

47. Did O.J. do it? I dunno.

48. Which disease (or health problem in general) ...urgh. Being deaf.

49. Which three words do you think least describe you? Innocent, nice, and...un-bitchy? I dunno. I CAN be nice...sorta.

50. What time is it now? Like...I dunno. Almost seven?

~*Chibi-Care who is hungry*~

Josh for president?
Tuesday, October 1, 2002
06:05 p.m.

Um...still not convinced that Josh would make a good president, but it's worth a shot...I hope. I signed for him anyway. There's no one else to vote for. Everybody else is running for VP.

So my day was interesting. I like History class. It amuses me greatly. And I made my OWN How To Be Annoying list. ^^ I love it. It's hiliarious...

Okay. So my day wasn't THAT interesting, but it's just not that great, all right? I e-mailed Sonja cause I miss talking to her. I want to talk to Suka again too.

Almost a month as a freshman. Whoo. I gotta go baby-sit for Sasha and Zoe again tomorrow. Should be okay. They're cute.

~*Chibi-Care who is rather bored*~

Eighteen bucks...
Sunday, September 29, 2002
09:36 p.m.

Well. Just got home from baby-sitting Sasha and Zoe and I'm SO tired. Oy. Interesting day...sorta.

I woke up at nine and went to Christina's party around nine-thirty. They were watching something...Nadesico, I believe. I think it's spelled wrong. Anyway. So people keep showing up and we watched this other really stupid series with robots...so we ended up watching Love Hina. Christina opened presents and then I had to leave for Chinese school.

Told Jenny about my week. Rather interesting week, it was. After that class, I had SAT prep and cut the class with Connie and Jenny. We walked around the woods and then went and hung around the banks of Cheesecake. ^^; Not the best day, but...

~*Chibi-Care who is gonna go to bed now*~

Thirty bucks for Orphen, my ass...
Saturday, September 28, 2002
10:30 p.m.

I cannot believe it's thirty bucks for an Orphen DVD at Sam Goody's. Hello, it's even more expensive then SUNCOAST. Hard to beat the prices at Suncoast.

Anyway. Brit, Minnie, Kathryn, and I went to the mall today. Brit's sister, Caitlin, and her mom came too. Was interesting. We had dinner in the food court and then went browsing for a birthday gift for Christina. Her party's tomorrow. In all truth, I'm not enthusiastic AT ALL, but that's okay. So we go we go through Sam Goody's, this place really akin to Hallmark's, and CVS. Basically, we get her a bunch of little shtuff. After this, the four of us go and get our pictures taken at one of those booths. -.-; It's mortifying, but we got stickers. Oh dear. Kathryn seems to like them very much.

GO ME, I ROCK! My room is totally CLEAN. Like, no crap under my bed, AND AND -ANNNNNNNNNNND- I cleaned out my desk drawers! I'm so proud of myself! Took me two hours! Some of the stuff...RP shtuff...I hid under stacks of paper. Shit. I hope Brit never reads this...BRITTANY, STOP READING THIS! >.< Okay. OH! Forgot...XD

"HEY BRITTANY, JUST LET HIM DO IT!!!" XDDDDDDD From this random guy standing next to us. Brit's eyes got HUGE. XDDDDDD So amusing.

~*Chibi-Care who is incredibly amused by that quote*~

"WE HAVE SHPIWIT, YESH WE DO!!"
Saturday, September 28, 2002
10:46 a.m.

Haha. Old quote from Suka here. Actually, I just thought of it cause I stole Kelsey's tie today in school. It's actually NOT her tie, but someone made her wear it cause she's on the freshman cheerleading thingy and it's for team spirit. But I stole the tie during lunch and wore it during Physics. 'Twas fun.

I wore my daddy's tie to the movies tonight. Kat and I went to see Sweet Home Alabama--can I die now? Such a...sappy...eh...it was okay. Kat adored it. I thought it was amusing. Amusing enough anyway, though the guy, Josh Lucas, was cute. ^^ But DAAAAAMN those Southern accents!

Ooo...Teelin sent a e-mail saying it's okay for us to go 'head and start filming. I forwarded it to Josh, but he's in Ohio, I do believe. I'll talk to him Monday or whenever he returns.

Shannon ish kewl. ^^ Even more Suka-ish. Kewlies, but that was basically my day. Normal. Sort've. OH! We saw Jesus Christ Superstar in History class. XD The voices were SO BAD.

~*Chibi-Care who thinks Jesus Christ Superstar needs vocal lessons*~

Oh God, can I pass out now?
Thursday, September 26, 2002
04:44 p.m.

I would love it if teachers just let us have no homework on early-release. I would LOVE it...since I'm drop-dead tired and just want to pass out, but noooooooooooooo...I have to edit my paragraph for English class and I have to do the notes for Physics. Shannon's right. Nazi teacher from Hell. Dammit. That wasn't nice. -.-

Suka-chan! If you read this...if ANYONE reads this, and I don't know why they would, well...there's this kid Shannnon in my Physics class that sits next to me now...AND SHE JUST -SO- REMINDS ME OF YOU!!! Majorly. The first thing she said when she got her papers back was: SPIFFY! Me: ...it's SUKA! O.O XD

Anyway. Today was an early release. The teachers all had meetings and shit. We got out at eleven, which makes you wonder...why bother having school at all? I had a quiz in English and a test in History. 'Twasn't bad, really. Got to see Matt in flannel cloud pajama bottoms with the word 'princess' in the clouds. XD Then we all went to Cabot's. Brit, Minnie, Kathryn, Ani, Christina, Monica, Sarah, Bri, Simon, Ian, Meghan, Madi and I. It was a field trip! ^-^ Very fun. Ate and then went to The Welcome Mat in Newtonville. I think they were after Pocky or something. So we're browsing in the store, and this old lady starts commenting to Kathryn on her tank top. Before you know it, Kathryn's defending herself with 'I don't mean to be offensive, but this is the way I want to dress!' and this OTHER old lady, comes and defends Kathryn with, 'I don't think it's any of your business' and the original lady's like, 'well, I don't think it's any of yours!'. Soooo odd. Ani said thanks to the other old lady afterwards. ^^;;

Okay. Then Minnie, Brit, and I headed off to Minnie's house so we could hitch a ride from Denise and hang out at Minnie's. We get there...and Minnie realizes she doesn't have her key AND the door's locked. Brit grabs HER key and tries prying the windows open. Finally, we get to two windows that are fairly high up that are open, but the screen's not. Brit tells Minnie to cut through the screen with her key. So Minnie does so, with Brit's key. They unlock the lock of the screen and push it up! Then they boost me up and I climb into Minnie's kitchen and goes to open her door. XDDDDDDDDD It was SOOOOOO much FUN! I want to do it again. Before that, Minnie was trying to get this cat away from her lawn. His name's Fergerson, I think, and he's black and white like Kat's Sammy. So Fergerson is lazy and fat and won't leave. Brit and Minnie BOTH try with umbrellas and I'm just sitting on the grass, CRACKING UP SO HARD. IT WAS HILARIOUS! The fact that the cat just WASN'T scared! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Best day.

~*Chibi-Care who is tired AND really needs to do English homework now*~

Diet coke, anybody?
Wednesday, September 25, 2002
09:29 p.m.

My day was...off the wall...insane...bouncy. Oh God. I'll have to describe it later though...when I'm less exshausted. All I can say is...poor Josh. And...North is so weird.

Okay. Now I have the entry from today. Here.

First interesting point in the day, Brit was back from four days of illness. Rejoice! ^^ I had study hall D-block, and went in. We waited for SO FRIGGIN' LONG and the teacher just didn't show up. Josh and Ben were both in my study hall. (And Si Ellison, so now I finally know who he is). Anyway, all the upperclassmen left and then the rest of the freshmen, so it was just me, Josh, and Ben. Josh declared that he had to read Mice and Men for English class. So Ben and I irritated him with our CD players. XD The teacher never showed up. After that, we had lunch. I made Brit go talk to Matt and it was CUTE! I went to go throw my tray away, and then walked over to them. She was bending over him. Then he looked at us and said, 'you're both taller then me. What's going on?' I'm giving him this look and she sorta kneels with her head almost in his lap. Awwwwwwwwwwwwwh! *-* I went back to the lunch table and later saw them both stand up to talk to someone. I went into reveling in their...COUPLENESS. Dying, dying...but then she came over to grab her bag and I notice that Matt's WAY TOO TALL NOW. He says he's gonna be 6'3, and Brit threw a little fit about how he's gonna be like a foot taller then her. Then he sort of bends over. 'I can still duck!' So CUTE.

That was basically it. There's more, but it's rather stupid to write it out, but I did go down to Day with Max and spoke with Mr. Jones and Ms. Weber. Now all I have to catch is Ms. Montgomery. ^^

~*Chibi-Care who feels bad for Josh and is really tired*~

It's sundown, right?
Sunday, September 22, 2002
07:35 p.m.

Um. I hope it's sundown. I hope Josh calls me soon, or else I'll have to try his house for the THIRD TIME. He probably won't call. Oh well. I'll just hunt him down tomorrow at school.
Anyway. Besides that, I had a LOVELY day. TA-ing in the morning with little children and then Chinese school in the afternoon, complete with healthy doses of my Spanish project, English homework, and Physics graphs. Clap clap, cheer!
Yesterday was interesting. Went all the way to ensamble to find out that IT WASN'T ON THAT SATURDAY. Gr. Dammit. So then Kat and I walked back to her house. Hung around with the chibis and Melly and then went to my house for dinner. Yum. Cheers for the Moon Festival. Yay.

~*Chibi-Care who lacks enthusiasm*~

Oblivion
Saturday, September 14, 2002
11:56 p.m.

Whazzup? It's the all too famous Chibi-Care of death and destruction come to lead you all to DOOM! Sorry. ^^ Just having fun with this thing. I'll type more later. Testing testing!

~*Care who is high on lack of sleep*~